Lately

I've been feeling down then slightly up then down then up.

I've had better days really.

SIGH.

I guess the recent passing of the family friend has indeed 'traumatized' me for a bit.

It must be so much harder for the family to take.

Was feeling downer than down last night so I had Ai Ling bunk with me in my room for the night last night and we chatted up till the wee hours of the morning.

I got up this morning feeling better so it's all good.

I've never liked death or the consequences of death. Who does?

I hate going through the cycle of receiving the bad news, going into numbness, feeling the pain of loss, going into shock multiple times a day, wondering why it happened and basically letting my head run around in all directions for a couple of days till peace finally settles.

Call me morbid but sometimes I feel the closer you get to a person, the harder it is for you to take when the person leaves. Am I making sense?

Roar!!

I have no photos or whatsoever to show because I haven't been taking photos for a while now =(

We did have a short steamboat gathering at my place yesterday to celebrate a coursemate's upcoming photos but like I said, wasn't in the mood to take photos.

Let me compensate by introducing one of the naisest songs I've heard lately. Well, today actually.




Nais, no?

Till I have better news!