Life as of now has been surrounded with so much unnecessary drama. Not that I like to be in any part of it but with a class of a mere 24 people, we also got indirectly hit. Damn human nature. This is possibly the first time I have ever seen humans going to this extent with their words. Who knew one was capable of such venom and unforgiveness? As much as I view myself as a hot-tempered person with posionous words at times, this whole anger thingamajig has just been taken to a whole new level. And I thought such behaviour only existed in primary school.
As much as I hate seeing my Facebook tainted with status messages proclaiming hate messages and shooting darts about, ignorance would be the best choice because bullies only want to see your reaction and want you to fight with them so why give them the reaction they need? I am so tempted to act out violently, to start cursing them to death, to proclaim to the world my hate and dislike for them but seriously, how is that going to reflect on myself? In the end, all I am doing is creating more trouble for myself. I think of revenge too but who am I to take on revenge? I am not God and I have no right. As of now, I shall ignore. Ignore and appreciate the other things I have good in life. Good friends, good housemate, good family, good grades, good academic advisor (lol!), good good good. Good food. Good health. And the like.
I may have to step into uni and face 'looks' of dislike from certain people but is that going to stop me from striving towards my goal? To try to enjoy my uni life? Fear not for I will treasure this time, making memories with people I call my good friends aka group mates and basically enjoy my moments being a student. There's love and there's hate. Nothing to stop this cycle from repeating.
Ignoring can be hard at time but I can always try.
Other thing to be happy about! Ai Ling's birthday happened on Monday so yes, have photos from there to post! Also, I've found some good good songs. I bet by this time everyone knows about the obsession with Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. Another thing to get obsessed about is Glee! They are very the amazing really =D I love their version of Halo/Walking on sunshine. Who knew Halo could sound good as a rock version?
Check out Through my Window by Bunkface. Local talent indeed.
Photo post coming soon! Till then.
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