Emoitic post

These are a few mistakes gone wrong in my life.

Mistake 1: Having been brought into this world in the first place only to discover that..

Mistake 2: No matter how hard you try, you will never, EVER have done anything good in your entire life because..

Mistake 3: All the little mistakes done have overshadowed the things that you know you have done right.

Mistake 4: Trying to live life as a young adult and experiencing and making memories because I would be called...

Mistake 5: Selfish for spending too much time with friends although I've tried my hardest to balance family and friends.

Mistake 6: Being the middle child who is often the black sheep because no matter which siblings' mistake it is, it will ALWAYS, ALWAYS be my fault. MINE.

As much as I love my life, I find these down moment too much for me to handle.

I know this is wrong but sometimes when I look at your life, I wish I was you instead of me.

I hate being me, at times like these.

Only one question comes to mind at a time like this: Why?

Maybe spending time apart will be the best solution.

To be honest, I can't wait to be free as of now and I will never again try to get too attached, for my own mental health.

Never again.


Lord, I really need you.