Being a middle child is a curse

I kid you not. It just is. Was having a sms discussion with a friend who is also a middle child and we seem to share the same problems/difficulties/biasness which is just so mentally abusive. So does his girlfriend.

Little mistakes we do are often magnified and treated as though we managed to offset the perfect balance of this world. If we forget to do something just ONCE, the parents will say we ALWAYS (a mere exaggeration) forget. It is as though we are often expected to act all goody and not slip up at all. Which is not fair. Once you slip, instead of helping you, they'll batter you up a bit more which'll of course make it harder for you to stand and try again. It is just so tiring. Physically and mostly mentally. Which is dangerous. Maybe a survey should be conducted to see how many middle children are actually mentally disturbed. That would be helpful.

Middle child SHOULD not create problems. They SHOULD be the slaves at home. They SHOULD be able to tolerate verbal abuse and discouragements because they are NOT supposed to have feelings and such. Isn't being a middle child just fun?

And no, I will not be getting a PSP.

I've been told that I am a selfish kid who takes too much. I owe someone EVERYTHING and I should be damn grateful that I am still here in this earth. Instead of thinking of ME which I do at times only, I should NEVER think of myself. Instead, all my energy should be channeled to trying to help all unfortunate people of this world. I should be paying for the bills. I should be offering to pay for this for that.

I. Should. Be.

And I will. If it makes you so happy. At last, it comes down to this.

Yes, stay away from me, the oh-so selfish brat and middle child. I would end up cursing everyone and you all shall die a painful death.

Till then.

P/S I wish I can share everything in this blog but I can't for I will be deemed emo which is sort of how the post sounds now. Bah. No one can be happy all the time, mind you and yes, I WILL be fine.