Feelin' Pissed

Initially, I wanted to blog about yesterday's BBQ. Well, let's just call it the BBQ That Wasn't. However, my phone is upstairs charging so I shall do it some other day. In the mean time, check out Aizzat's blog for further details about it.

Me's feeling rather pissed now. First off, in order to use this PC for just 5 &^%&^%&^ minutes. FREAKING FIVE, mind you, I had to beg, grovel and practically sell my soul to use it. How MCB is that? And it's not like this is a freaking Internet Cafe. It's like my own HOUSE and I am not ENTITLED to using a damn PC since some people think that they own the whole damn thing! Very tulan okay? Especially if the person has been on it for about 6 hours and refuse to back off. Pfft~

Next off, am starting to get those pimples on my chin again. Meaning, EXAM STRESS please~ Gawd, I don't know how to deal with anything anymore. I am freaking unprepared, unworried (which worrifies me) and hate Chemistry. In fact, I hate this downside of form 6. All this unnecessary stress and all. You know what else pisses me off? The fact that there are people out there GLOATING about their oh-so wonderful results, how much progress they're making and how many unis will be fighting over them in the future. You know what?



SHUT UP!!

Oo. So you're like GD smart now, aren't you? Well congrats to you and all that shit progress you're making. However, if you do want to gloat, why don't you do it without getting me involved, huh? I mean, how would you like it if someone came up to you and went like, "I got an A for Maths you know. You le? B nia. HAHA!" HUH? I don't think you'd be particularly happy with anyone who's like, damn can't think of the exact word now, but yea, anyone who patronises you, am I right? SO freaking WHAT if I am not as smart as you HUH? Have I said anything about competing with you? HAVE I? Do I freaking care? I just want to get through form 6, unharmed with average results that will HOPEFULLY enable me to enter a local Uni, doing a course that I have my strengths in. Oh, I do believe my strengths are unfortunately your WEAKNESS. Laugh that off now.


I am never science smart. That I admit. However, that does not give the right for other people to look down on me, yes? After all, the only competition I have is MYSELF. Why should you try to patronise me when you know that I won't care how you do? In the end of the day, our paths with not interwine. So what, being an average person is wrong now? Well, we all can't be rocket scientists. So what if my future ambition is to be a housewife and raise 6 children? (You wish!) That's what I want to do with my life and if you want to diss me about it, go ahead. After all, I've reached my average goal in life and who knows, my husband might be a successful architect or something like that and I shall be going on holidays all across the world while YOU, being a miserable peon, will have to work your butt off for 16 hours a day! Oh, and while I am buying up all them 'spensive products, you shall still be.. Nah. You'll be too poor to shop for anything besides groceries.

So, to all gloatish people who THINK they are the best, they are dead wrong because there are always other people out there who are better than them. And who knows, pride comes before a fall so watch out. Anyway, to end,



I race against myself.

Geddit? Good. Thank you.