Gotta get this off my chest

Ok. So this week hasn't been a very busy week as an intern and I am still currently slowly trying to grasp the foundations of this job as it is only the second week.

Anyway, internship isn't much of a problem now. As I mentioned before in my Facebook status once, when one aspect of life goes well, the other doesn't. Now when I say the other I would mean my FYP which is currently working its way down the drain.

Fine. I admit I have made some mistakes along the way but I am human after all. It's not like I've done an FYP before or anything so isn't committing mistakes SOMETHING NORMAL?

What I absolutely cannot stand is how my advisor isn't being encouraging at all about this situation but instead is even rubbing more salt into the wounds. Months before, I had made the situation very clear that THIS SEMESTER WE WILL BE DOING INTERNSHIP AND I WILL BE BACK IN SARAWAK TO DO IT.

Is it my fault Kampar does not offer any interesting places for internship? Is it my fault that I am not rich enough to spend money on renting somewhere in the West Malaysia world when I can come back and help save my parents a bit of money?

Saying that staying in Miri will not help for the FYP is obviously NOT HELPFUL at all. What do you want me to do? Fail my internship and come crawling back to Kampar to finish off my FYP? Then what? Graduate a semester later than the rest? Is this what you want?

First of all, when we were given the presentation on how to do chapter one, the requirements that you needed for me to have in my FYP were not at all mentioned. So now it's my fault that everything isn't going as you want it to go?

And please, if you open your mouth all the time and sarcasm starts spewing out, do you think that people will actually bother to listen to your wisdom and such? Just admit that you hate Sarawakians and how far it is from Kampar and yada yada yada. Or better still, why don't you just switch advisees with someone else? I wouldn't mind thank you very much.

To prove your point wrong, I am going to rise up above this and when this is all over, I won't even have to see you again! While you stay rotting away in Kampar, being sarcastic and ugly, I'll probably be somewhere else, somewhere better than where you are now anyway. Mark  my words.

Although I totally loath you now, I'll just put up with this crap for the time being cos who wants to forever stay in Kampar like you? I wouldn't. Thanks for all your 'help'. The end.