Since when was Huixin difficult to please?

I remember back in the days when a mere pass would make me breathe a huge sigh of relief and I would be all happy, happy. Where did all that carefree feeling go? Hmmph.

Yes, semester results have been released and I did..well people would tell me it is alright and all but I still think it sucks. Why? Just because the GPA & CGPA dropped. By not that much la but still, it was a significant drop * cue to be dramatic.

My GPA is a 'remarkable' 3.3632 as of now and CGPA is currently sitting on 3.4622. A vast difference from last semester, no?

I know I should be thankful but...I feel annoyed. Thank you HOEL and Mass Comm for screwing up my results. Especially Mass Comm. Can go suck balls la seriously.

In a positive light, I shall have to look at it as a wake up call to be less distracted and concentrate more. After all, this is uni life no? The Ups and the Downs. With God's strength, I must pull my CGPA back up to a 3.5. Impossible is nothing. Yersh.

Gosh, I should stop being such a sap and move on with life. Semester results only. Who cares la. After all, it's the certificate I will graduate with which is what is important. 2 more years to go. Cannot pull up meh? Is it so difficult meh?

Why must I compare myself to other people's standards? What ever happened to competing with yourself? Should it be a daily reminder that is stapled on my forehead? Since when did I want to be competitive huh?!

I get so irritated when I get so muddled up and complex feelings start swimming in and out.

I loathe it when I just give in and compare myself to the standards of the world.

I hate it when I use my results to measure my standards.

After all, isn't it just...numbers?

Off to lick my wounds.