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People who commit open burning should burn themselves up as well! Seriously lor, I just washed my hair and it effin' stinks of smoke now! Cbness. Which reminds me that I need to have a haircut since my hair is awfully thick and out of shape now. =.=

Had a small farewell with Jessica yesterday at Dessert's which led to huge amounts of gossiping and endless laughter with the bunch which was fun. I never had a fond memory of my life before (during those school school days) as I always considered myself a loserish sort of kid who embarassed herself a lot. However, last night proved that although I am certain I was a loser then, there were still memories, good memories that were nice to reminincse about.

I guess those mistakes and stupid things I did back then play an important part into moulding me to the person I am today. And yes, I still have to remember to control the impulsiveness and over animation that has never failed to embarrass me even further. =.=

There, I confess. I'm not a very confident person after all. Owh, woe is me!

Gah, YES, I am trying to change that. Takes time and effort you know.

So, had one of those 'I-am-fat' convo with mom a couple of days ago. A colleague of mine who recently was down with urine infection and was told by the doctor that she must MUST lose weight since she had some back problems apart from the infection. In fact, the doctor said that she had tons of problems with her health. She is a lot bigger than me in size but it does not change the fact that we are, in some degree, overweight.

I told mom that it doesn't matter matter whether I eat or not because I always stay this size-chubby. Or short and stout if you prefer, thanks to Dragon, now I am compared to a teapot. Although I have always been chubby, my weight has gone up recently which worries me since all I see is the weight going up and not down.

No, you do not need to know how much I weigh please.

Anyway, the point is, I can't seem to shed off the weight regardless of what I do. Mom said not to worry since I'll probably start slimming down once I go for studies to which I retorted that I did not seem to grow smaller in form 6. She then said that there were people like that, those with the fat genes and wondered where I got it from. I said my paternal grandmother obviously since she was big-boned and broad feet. I got the short genes from the maternal side. Tsk tsk. What an attractive combination.

So, even if I do start to lose weight, I shall never be considered THIN since I have big bones and will always be FAT in everyone else's eyes which is like, yeah.

I think another word would be curvaceous which actually sounds nicer than FAT.

Regardless of the fact, I still have to lose weight since I am worried that what has happened to my colleague can also happen to me. Damn tension please. I don't want to have so many health problems at this age.

This reminds me. I hate people who call themselves FAT when they are obviously THIN. Any wishes to trade bodies with me, let me know.

I reckon people should stop calling me FAT because I am born to be big, thank you very much.

Some colleagues and friends have told me before that I am the 'chubby type'. People who look fine chubby and that if I became thin (which will obviously not happen since I am 'curvaceous') I would not look like 'me' again. I conside that a compliment. Haha.

Hence, there goes my post.

Till then.