The Temporary Beauty

Which managed to last for a week among the grass, weeds and wired fence. Hence the name, the temporary beauty. When it first bloomed, I got all excited and wanted to take a photo of it since it grew in a rather strange place. Not to mention random. It was noon then and hot so I decided against it.

Days passed, and although it was still there being all pretty pretty, my enthusiasm towards it faded. I would glance at it once in a while on my way into the house but that was all. As quick as it bloomed, as quick as it wilts. The wilting process has begun and soon, it will once again be nothing.

Yes, temporary beauty. Seen and forgotten in a split of a second.

Sigh.

I have no idea why I wrote the paragraphs above but what the heck. As soon as I posted the photo, I started typing them paragraphs. Getting into the mood eh?

Miri is currently hot and sweltering hot. No other options. I don't like sweating cos it makes me feel smelly. And when I feel smelly, I worry that others might detect my smell and find me smelly and gossip about my smelliness and spread rumours about how I don't bath in the morning and etc etc ( I DO bath, by the way). Plus, it gives me an oily complexion and I get agitated easily. Heat is just wrong for me. Although sweating does help in weight loss right?

And Kristy is coming back! So exciting! Hopefully we'll be able to have tons of fun before Jessica leaves for KL. Another separation. Sobs.

Hopefully, I can also meet up with Wan Yi too who is back from KL for a week. Was supposed to go for ice-cream at Dessert's tonight but Ai Ling claimed that it was too early (it was 8 pm!) and I start work at 7 shoooo I decided not to go. Hope we can have proper dinner or something before she goes off again.

I think I am quite anti-social lo. I can't find the initiative to sms people or strike up a conversation on MSN. I don't like planning gatherings and looking for people to join. Instead, I wait around for people to find me. I think by this method, people have begun to forget that Huixin still exists.

Helloooooooo~ I am still aaallliivvveeee!

Saddening really but somehow I feel more comfortable being this way. Who knows. I might catch someone at a bad time and get ignored and stuff. Which is also bad. So yeah, better guard myself from that. Better being anti-social then irritating, I should say.

This is getting no where. =.=

Till then.