Certain dreams do come true

And the previous dream did. No, I did not get any placing for local uni.

I was a little frustrated at first. This means I can only continue my studies in January which is the next intake for UTAR. I would not have waited for the local uni results and went for the May intake instead if I was given a choice but then I was not so yes, shit happens.

So, being stuck in Miri for the next half of the year, I told my boss that I was able to stay and continue working and she was actually happy. Later on she did apologize for her glee reaction when I told her the news because most people would say "Ah." and pat my back and say comforting things.

I find some reactions to this news funny though. Some people seem to hesitate for a fraction of a minute when I break the news, probably expecting me to break down and cry or something. It's not the end of the world really and I will not commit suicide over something like this lor. Well at least I can be able to enjoy certain comforts in a private uni and yes, I am currently venting about how messed up our education system is. Nothing will change. Ever. Certain things will always be a priority. If I do have children next time, I would make damn sure that they will never have to go through what I have to endure just to take a chance to get into a local uni. If all fails, it's not worth it at all. My bro probably doesn't have to go through what I have to go through since my mom has second thoughts about him going to form 6. Lucky him.

Well, I did think I would take the rejection badly at one point of a time but when it actually happened, I felt...nothing. Right.

Anyway, since I will still be around for the next half of the year, please invite me out more often so that we can make more beautful memories. Lame I know but wth. Memories are beautiful yes?

Oh. I might have to start practising the emo face but I am still not sure of my fate for the next month. I do hope that the boss will transfer me somewhere else cos I am getting damn pimples from all these unnecessary stress. Not worth it I say.

Anyway, shall play hard hard from now till Jan. Any followers? Woot.

Till then.