Friday, March 07, 2008

The Nervous Ball in the Pit of My Stomach...

seems to be growing bigger and bigger since its formation this morning.

I arrived at work thinking that everything would fall into a normal routine once again but one glance at the newspapers, I knew my life would be over this coming Tuesday.

Well, not over over, but you know, technically.

I don't know what to expect. I don't want to know what is the outcome. I don't want to know anything.

Thinking about it actually sends shivers down my spine. Very interesting.

I've never felt this nervous before about public examinations results.

Maybe this time I know if I screw up, my future will be very, very bleak.

As what mom said; the results are already there. What else can you do?

Nothing. Which makes everything even worse.

I especially hate it if I have done my best and yet, nothing comes out of it.

Whatever it is, I do hope for the best, not only for myself but for my fellow battle mates who will also be facing their Judgment Day on Tuesday. We all know we've tried our hardest, I reckon.

So from today till then, people, Prepare Yourselves for Judgment Day.

If the optimism fares better on Tuesday, I might be able to get a new phone ASAP. =D Uni applications can be confirmed and everyone will be happy. Whee.

However, if the pessimism side wins the battle,

I shall be officially screwed.

Anyway. Signing off.

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